Tuesday, March 17, 2009

the past

These days, I am really missing how things use to be. Life use to be so easy. Why does it have to be so hard now? I think I have forced myself to grow up within the last 2 or 3 years, and I really didn't have to. I should live life how I want to live it, not how I think people think I should live it. I should know its ok for me to go out and party and not remember how I got home, right? I guess I just think that is only for people who are in college or are just 21?? I dont know. I guess I am scared of how people will look at me and what they will think. I want to go out to the Midway like old times and dance the entire night and drink and have Darrick carry me out to the car. I use to be fun!!! Now, I won't even dance when we go out? Why is that? I am still young! I guess that's what I have been missing a lot here lately, how things use to be!

Sunday, March 15, 2009

whew!

What a weekend! Friday night I had to work 9 to close, it was pretty dead, but Kelsey and I had a good time, and we still made pretty good bank. Saturday, I woke up early I think 8:30, that's early for me on a weekend, and snuggled with Darrick til 9:30, then I got around and started getting ready for work 12-7. It was a pretty good time. I got all of the cleaning done first thing when I got there, and we had LOTS of bikes in, so again, I made bank. Saturday night, I thought we were gonna go out or something, but we ended up going to Steak and Shake for supper and then we were home and in bed at 10:30! haha oh well, we still had a great time. Sunday was spent cleaning and doing laundry. I went down to my moms for a little bit and helped her vaccum. That was just great. I also got to visit Diva and Molly! Stacey came there too with the kids and hung out for a while, then I went to meet Darrick at 4:30 for softball practice. After that we came home, cleaned up and went to the Hilton for supper. It was a good weekend, I didnt cook all weekend and had a great time! I don't have any uppercase living parties next week, so that is something I am looking forward too. It seems like some weeks I am very overwhelmed because of all the work I have to do once I get home, I just can't relax. Dont get me wrong though, cause I love the UL! Anyway.....we had a busy weekend, and I hope the weather this week will be nice, I want to be able to get outside and just play with the kids this week.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

time change

ouch! Has this years time change really kicked my butt. I think it's been like this for everyone though...I wonder why. So yesterday, while Alec was napping, Nina was watching John and Kate and a Baby Story most of the morning, so I decided to catch up on some sleep. Thank goodness Alec let me have a few precious moments to rest the eyes. Then, today, I slept till 6:50, yah and I have to be at work at 7:15! haha I even had time to do my makeup today! I am GOOD! I guess it's because I am not going to bed until 11 or 12 cause I am not tired. I wish I could get back on schedule.

Today I have a dr.s appt. It's for my heart. Just a checkup to see how things are going. I haven't seen a cartiologist for 9 years! haha so it's time for me to go. We shall see how everything pans out, my guess is no change.

Also later today Alec and I are going to the library for baby lap sit. I think he will like this. He does pay attention to people when there is activity going on, so hopefully he will like it.

Tonight, I am getting my hair cut and colored. Hopefully all goes well. My last experience was awful, so we'll give it a try. I am just going to go dark all over cause I don't think there is anyway someone could fix the disaster that is there. Anyway, I think I will try to do this blog thing more often. :)